Along the Way

It has been a long while since I've posted anything. Being a final semester student was tough and presuring although I had no regrets. Afterall I had to ensure that I maintain my pointers. 

In a breeze I unofficially graduated on 10th May 2013. Just like that two years of studies are over. And among my friends I became the first to begin my internship.

It was really taxing as although now I finally have what you can say a 'normal' working shift (which isn't really common in my field). Pressure to do well and yet feeling inadequate is suffocating. 

Now three months into my internship I feel like a time bomb is ticking above my head. Its not the operations that I find hard but the management side that is sucking my java. I really like my job however I feel lonely every now and then. 

I miss studying. I love being a student. Being a student...you won't get how relaxing it is till you enter the working world. Submission dateline and my-boss-is-going-to-kill-me datelines can't really compare.

Speaking about that I have tons of work to finish my tonight. Till next time

Yellow Rose

I must be really really bad for not writing for so long...again.

Today I found photos that were taken a long time ago - 3 years ago to be exact. I had long forgotten about these till I cleared my disk and found them in an obscure folder. It really brought back memories because even though my amateurish photography, I could see the simplicity in us. Even with the upcoming exams (taken days before the all important spm), we were still having fun goofing around.

A long time ago, when people told me that I would miss school 

, that the time then was the best, I scoffed that remark. But now, I think its not the school but the memories - shared secrets, jokes, dramas and arguments made along the well familiar paths that was memorable.

There are many people that we meet in our lives. But only very few will make a lasting impression on our mind and hearts. It is these people that we will think of often and who will always remain important as true friends.

The ones who didn't...I won't say they weren't true because once upon a time we were friends and though it didn't last, though you may not think about it any more - I will because the moment we had will always be special.

With the coming of the Lunar New Year, I would like to thank my friend(s) who has constantly encouraged me to continue writing. I could see so much has changed and yet remained the same - traces of my past and who I once was. I can't help but wish to go back in time...but I know I cannot regret but from time to time one can't help but wonder. 

But when I look into the sky that was taken 3 years ago. One can't help but to be filled with hope. 

Flutters

Tell me. What do you do if there is someone you like? Do you tell him first?

We met two years ago - during our orientation. My crush...Its a strange word. I had always liked him I guess...but I might not have realised then.

He is an aircraft student where as I'm in hospitality - Together with the nursing sector, we're the three most 'secluded' field as we have our own unique schedule and hardly interact with normal students.

Its my last semester, I intend to shelve it as after graduation we would probably never meet again. What good will it do? But today I met him again...That familiar feeling...What should I do?