Friendship on the Decline

I feels weird when you are happy, excited and wish to tell person who is the closest to you but couldn't because she just doesn't want to hear of it. She doesn't exactly say it out loud but her body language tells. It just made me feel a little crestfallen because I thought that she would be happy for me.

Every time I asked her about her true feelings, she would deny it. Maybe I am simply imagining things but every time we converse, it would be a taboo subject - like I'm wading through dangerous waters. How am I suppose to approach her?

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On an upbeast note, Form 5 have been quite hectic. With all the homework, projects, datelines and my other review blog schedule to keep, life hasn't been easy at all. Especially when my mom is paranoid about my grades this year =D But I know that she means well. I hope everything will go on smoothly this year...

My Life Thus Far

The post-return orientation was our last chance to meet each other in an official meeting and of course an opportunity to reminisce on our Jenesys Experience because really the only people who would never get bored of listening to our own tales is ourselves.

It was really a jolt to reality. During the candlelight session, our mind whirlled back to the time we argued with our parents as so we could participate...Our anticipation during the interview...Unimaginable joy when receiving our confirmation letter...Oh god the excitement when we actually arrived...and finally the sadness when we had to leave and part with our new found friends. It felt so long ago since then.

Many of us came..about 40++/60

And some... well came digitally (Lee attended though Web cam =D)

I was of course most pleased to meet him, one of my CM14 gang.

We finally get our certs and officially graduated as Jenesys '09 batch.

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On a non-related topic, two weeks into our school year, I felt like I had the best teachers around this year. But the most pronoun teacher had to be my BM teacher. In just two weeks, she has taught us alot. She has taught us to see things in a different perspective that I felt like I've been so ignorant of the world.

Anyway I totally have trouble writing an essay about the person I admire because frankly I don't admire anyone. I feel like its very fake because all you see is their outward persona and not who they really are. Its just a piece of my mind though so don't mind it.

Check it out. A gift from a dear friend. *Thanks Suzanne*

THE Final Year...

A year of servitude...

slavery...

and worst of all...

SPM~!!

Has just begun. So pray that we'll survive this carnage with all our limbs intact. (including our brain.)

Its an important year this year with our major public examination just round the corner. Being a Form 5 student *finally* is still hard to believe. We've spent most of our school years wishing for school to end and all of a sudden we're here...almost with only a year more to go. Though I'm a fifth year student now, I don't particularly feel any more different than I was the year before. Except for the wish to not fall behind my homework?

Also this year my favourite English teacher isn't going to teach with us for a third. (she has gone over to the afternoon session) so its kinda different...since we kept most of our last year's teacher. I'm also pressured to drop Add Maths since I suck so badly in it, but I don't exactly want to give up either. So we'll see...

Anyway many thanks to my dear friend Jennifer for the souvenir from Beijing. Its really beautiful and its on my fridge right now. =D


And also to Qi-chan who has gotten me a picture of my all-time favourite anime: Code Geass from the Comic Fiesta I never got to attend. XD I really love it~ Thank You


Ja ne~

Posibilities Beyond Imagination

The year 2009 has gone by and its time to face a brand new year filled with challenges and excitement (hey you won't know what's gonna happen~) But before that...A litle recap on the year.

A new year began as it ended

Filled with memories of our cherished misadventures

Though I'd say we've done well this year

With mauling and bloodshed kept to a minimum

Although we met new people along the way

It doesn't mean you're any less important

It just meant that our circle have grown

Besides the world seemed so much bigger now

With you and me and everyone in

Its the end for now but there's still a long way to go

So we should put our best foot forward

To face the brightest of our tomorrow.

Looking back at 2009, last year to me is definitely a fabulous year. Even though not everything went well, I feel truly blessed to be able to meet many new people from various places, nationalities and culture who each posses their own unique personalities and charm. *Hey you people from BRATs Ipoh'09 and Jenesys'09* And not to forget friends that I've known through the years. You are really nice and sweet people and I would like to thank all of you for making my life meaningful. I would also like to apologise *I'm sorry* if I've offended anyone throughout the year because I honestly didn't mean it.

So...As for my new year's resolution...I don't have any. Why? Well because I can't keep any so why bother. Its hard to keep by rules...especially those that you've made yourself. So everyone I would like to wish you a very Happee New Year~!! May the year be as wonderful as the rest.