Fu Nian

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~!! "Fu" - Meaning tiger in Chinese but it can also mean bitter. I'm no superstitious but a year of bitter-ness?? I'd better hope not. My last year of school better be a great one!

Its kinda cool that Valentine this year falls on the Lunar New Year - a incident that according to the newspaper will only happen again 40 years later....aparently So in the spirit of the holidays I wish you all *you there reading this* very Happy Valentine. Even though memories of you may deteriorate (seriously I'm not joking, I have terrible memory)but you will always be in my heart.


Speaking in a more serious note I feel like compared to my mother's side, my relationship with my father's side cousins are restricted to recent news, latest events & polite smiles. We just aren't as close as we were many years ago. I wonder what'll happen when my parents aren't around anymore...Somehow things at my mother's side is more lively =P

Anyway this year for new year our family is doing steamboat here at home. My brother especially loved it - pigeon eggs. Tomorrow would be even better with cousins from my mother side joining in...

Its been awhile my mother has received overnight guests for the holidays so I'm pretty psyched up to see them. They'll be here for about two days and then we'll all go and meet up with the rest of my cousins in Lumut.

May all my friends pockets be filled with loads of angpau this year. Happy Holidays

To See What the Future Holds

In life everyone is constantly having to make decisions and face the consequences of them. So far I have yet to regret any of them but I wonder if I would - There are many things that require consideration and much much RE-consideration as there are some things that you cannot turn back and change.

I really hope the decision that I'll be making is the right one. But I think that even its the wrong one I wouldn't be regretting it.

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On an unrelated topic, I don't know if its because its the last of my schooling years but I feel like I'm looking foward to school activities more than usual with the exception of sports events. I would especially be persuaded to go if I could bring my camera along. =D Weird isn't it?

Oh and I'm really looking forward to new year this year.

Friendship on the Decline

I feels weird when you are happy, excited and wish to tell person who is the closest to you but couldn't because she just doesn't want to hear of it. She doesn't exactly say it out loud but her body language tells. It just made me feel a little crestfallen because I thought that she would be happy for me.

Every time I asked her about her true feelings, she would deny it. Maybe I am simply imagining things but every time we converse, it would be a taboo subject - like I'm wading through dangerous waters. How am I suppose to approach her?

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On an upbeast note, Form 5 have been quite hectic. With all the homework, projects, datelines and my other review blog schedule to keep, life hasn't been easy at all. Especially when my mom is paranoid about my grades this year =D But I know that she means well. I hope everything will go on smoothly this year...