Yellow Rose

I must be really really bad for not writing for so long...again.

Today I found photos that were taken a long time ago - 3 years ago to be exact. I had long forgotten about these till I cleared my disk and found them in an obscure folder. It really brought back memories because even though my amateurish photography, I could see the simplicity in us. Even with the upcoming exams (taken days before the all important spm), we were still having fun goofing around.

A long time ago, when people told me that I would miss school 

, that the time then was the best, I scoffed that remark. But now, I think its not the school but the memories - shared secrets, jokes, dramas and arguments made along the well familiar paths that was memorable.

There are many people that we meet in our lives. But only very few will make a lasting impression on our mind and hearts. It is these people that we will think of often and who will always remain important as true friends.

The ones who didn't...I won't say they weren't true because once upon a time we were friends and though it didn't last, though you may not think about it any more - I will because the moment we had will always be special.

With the coming of the Lunar New Year, I would like to thank my friend(s) who has constantly encouraged me to continue writing. I could see so much has changed and yet remained the same - traces of my past and who I once was. I can't help but wish to go back in time...but I know I cannot regret but from time to time one can't help but wonder. 

But when I look into the sky that was taken 3 years ago. One can't help but to be filled with hope. 

Flutters

Tell me. What do you do if there is someone you like? Do you tell him first?

We met two years ago - during our orientation. My crush...Its a strange word. I had always liked him I guess...but I might not have realised then.

He is an aircraft student where as I'm in hospitality - Together with the nursing sector, we're the three most 'secluded' field as we have our own unique schedule and hardly interact with normal students.

Its my last semester, I intend to shelve it as after graduation we would probably never meet again. What good will it do? But today I met him again...That familiar feeling...What should I do?

Sense of Finality

Currently it's the second week of my final semester. It's busy and still shifting with timetables not in place. In a way I believe that is similar to how people behave. Our batch - which has always been somewhat together - has fractured. In the most obvious sense is half of us choose not to graduate this semester.

Well anyway with this being most of our last semester I feel that there is a sense of finality in the air - Less need for pretences and such as I feel friendships fizzling. In a way, its somewhat scary when you see people change; but then again they might not have changed at all. Perhaps it is nature's intended.

Collecting my results, I think I did fairly well. Not as much as I hoped but good enough ^^  This semester will be the final leg of the race. I must do well. I will do well. So watch me. 

Looking back, I can't believe how fast time flies. It feels like only yesterday that I just began my higher education~ I will cherish and savour every moment before this chapter closes and a new one begins. I love my class ^^